I went to many doctors.
Nothing was wrong.
It was all in Brooke’s head, and we all know her fantasies and imaginations, and her embellishments and exaggerations to make stories more dreamy and spectacular than they really were ... to get attention.
But, as most here know, I WAS eat up with an obscure strain of one of the most sneakiest cancers.
And, most also know the journey I’ve taken the last three years .... all the pain, all the struggle, all the gut-wrenching (literally) surgeries, all the chemicals/drugs, and systemic radiation treatments.
I walked away from all of that last year, and stepped out on Faith, and chose a more natural way of trying to heal.
I gained strength, and put on weight.
However, unforeseen circumstances became such that I was forced to even stop THAT.
My physical health is fading fast.
Three months ago, I told my mother that my bones HURT.
And, now, that hurt has morphed into excruciating pain.
I fell into another deep, scary sleep three weeks ago .... and disappeared ... from which I’m slowly emerging out of again.
And, yet, where is this newfound inner-strength coming from?????
I’m waking up, my peeps.
Welcome to the New Age.
You with me?
I’m sharing my Journey with you ... if you want it.
If you don’t, I will understand if you leave.
I understand loss.
Lots and lots of loss.
But I’m at peace.
Just know I love you.
LET’S DO THIS ... we have Work to do ... time to Wake Up.
The Time of Serving Two Masters ... or trying to serve two masters ... is Done.
It’s time to wake up.
I’m sharing my Self with y’all to try to show you how a real human with real sins and real shortcomings and real struggles CAN OVERCOME IF they wake up.
No matter what you’ve done ... no matter what you’re doing ... YOU HAVE A CONSCIENCE ... there’s a Small Voice in there trying to speak to you.
The Holy Spirit wants desperately to fill that small, but VAST, space within you.
I’m trying to help you notice it so you can tune into it.
I will use whatever tools necessary to reach out to you ... I’m choosing to share with you songs that personally motivate me through their hidden Messages.
Do some of these songs have a rough edge to them?
But this world, and our Lives, have rough edges.
Stop being so timid.
There are hidden Spiritual Messages EVERYWHERE.
You only have to open your eyes and ears.
If what I share bothers you .... maybe it’s time to ask your Self WHY.
However, real Warriors will feel a rush course through their body that will make them want to turn up the volume, and grab their Swords to help Christ conquer this evil world ... those are my peeps.
Warriors for the Word ... this will be a voracious Calling for His People.
Grab your sword; onward Christian Soldiers!!!!!!!!!!
The ONLY so-called “attention” I “want” is for y’all to WAKE UP.
This song symbolizes a part of my journey.
I don’t know how much time I have left, and I don’t care.
I have a Real job now, and I have Work to do.
Think what you will.
I only care what He thinks from now on.